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Had kind of a shitty day at work, tried to blow off the stress. Did my yoga as usual. Sticking with my calories. Today was the first day I am feeling unmotivated...don't want to work out...want to eat something unhealthy. Probably because I was bored at work and feeling that certain things at work are very unjust. Also I have only been seeing the scale go up not one hint of it going down. I am still sore and it doesn't seem like there is enough hours in the day to exercise, cook, work, shop, be a good wife, and hang out with friends. Here is today's scedule.
6:00 am yoga
6;30 am get ready for work pack my bills,get stuff ready for the gym tonight, do a quick cleanup of the house, get food ready, exercise the dog, no time for a shower.
7:45 leave or work
8:00 am work
11:30 am lunch at roosevelt market, do my bills at lunch
12:30 pm back to work
5:10 pm get off work go to sports authority to buy a $50.00 heart monitor (that was the cheapest one)
5:50 pm get home go through mail, say hi to hubby who was home sick all day, run to Fred Meyer to buy a quick dinner for hubby (no time to cook) buy a few things for myself including 2 sports bras...spend $95.00 for hardly anything, vent to my husband about my shitty day at work....realize I want to apply for this city job and realize today is the deadline....ask my husband if he can pull up the web site for me....realize the dog has not gone for a walk in two days because hubby was sick. Decide to forego the gym for a 3-4 mile walk in the dark and the cold so dog can get exercise too.
6:45 pm get home put groceries away, help hubby with dinner, dress to walk in the cold, put in tape to record american idol, write my blog.
7:15pm leave for my walk.
est:
8:30-9:00 get home from walk
cook my own dinner,
eat while watch american idol so I don't go to bed on a full stomach
apply for job if possible
hot bath to unwind

May get to bed by midnight....but there are wet clothes in the dryer
maybe I might lose at least 1 lb by tomorrow.....one can only hope.
today sucked and I am in pain (shoulders and Neck)
sorry for cancelling dinner Sara now you know why.......oh and my calories for today are 1700
-Annie